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The way I am now / Amber Smith.

Smith, Amber, 1982- (author). Smith, Amber, 1982- Sequel to: Way I was. (Added Author).

"Eden and Josh never had a fair shot at a healthy relationship. When they dated in high school, they each had their own problems getting in the way of the deep connection they felt toward one another. Unbeknownst to Josh, Eden was carrying the burden of a devastating sexual assault, while Josh was dealing with his own private struggle of having an alcoholic father. Months after Eden and two other girls publicly accuse their rapist, Eden is starting college while her case goes to trial. Now when she and Josh reconnect, it seems like it might finally be in the right place at the right time for them to make it work. But is their love strong enough to withstand the challenges and chaos of college and the crushing realities of a trial that will determine whether Eden gets the justice she deserves?" -- Back cover.

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  • ISBN: 9781665947107
  • ISBN: 1665947101
  • ISBN: 9781665947114
  • ISBN: 166594711X
  • Physical Description: 421 pages ; 22 cm
  • Edition: First edition.
  • Publisher: New York : Margaret K. McElderry Books, 2023.

Content descriptions

General Note:
"This book contains material which some readers may find distressing, including discussions of sexual and physical assault, rape and suicide"--verso.
Target Audience Note:
Ages 14 up. Margaret K. McElderry Books.
Grades 10-12. Margaret K. McElderry Books.
Subject: Interpersonal relations > Fiction.
Dating > Fiction.
Trials > Fiction.
Emotional problems > Fiction.
Genre: Novels.

Available copies

  • 1 of 2 copies available at Lehigh Valley Library System. (Show)
  • 1 of 1 copy available at Bethlehem Area Public Library System.


  • 1 current hold with 2 total copies.
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Location Call Number / Copy Notes Barcode Shelving Location Status Due Date
Bethlehem Main Library YA (Text) 33062009797516 New YA Fiction Available -

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